There are some people that will continue to speak of how they doubt themselves in order to get compliments from others. Now, although my ladies bless me tremendously with their support and words of encouragement, it is not why I share with them my doubts and struggles. I share with them because they continue to guide my heart and mind back toward God.
But I’m a slow learner. Although I heard over and over again about laying my problems at the feet of Jesus, I didn’t really get that, nor how to do that.
Holding that bottle of milk as the child feeds and looking at the child with so much love in her eyes that I wonder when I will see the tears of joy begin to flow from her eyes.
They didn’t treat us as if we were silly or stupid for hanging on to HOPE for repaired relationships or the need for strength and guidance from God.
This all kinds of weird for me. I tend to be a loner. Even at work, as much as I love my friends there-and I really do-I still tend to work in my office with the door closed. I know with all that I am that God has put this desire in my heart to be around these awesome ladies.