Unfortunately, one of the biggest mistakes Christians do is think that Satan and his demons aren't real. That they don't encourage us to hold onto that 'slight' that someone did to us. To hold off on forgiving others and asking for forgiveness from God.
So, on top of being scared, I'm hurt. And although part of me really wants to hold onto that hurt, to that slight that was done (seperate from the breakin), I know that it's not what God wants of me or for me.
I've been slacking in so many aspects...personally and spiritually. And today, I'm calling myself out on it. No more excuses. No more pity party. No more relying on someone else-or even myself. I'm relying on Jesus!